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Happy New Year!!!

First post of 2007.

It's not going to be great so deal with it :P

Anyway, I'm getting fat again.

I haven't been to the gym in two months and the result is that I've gained thirty pounds.

And I don't really care.

I find that is my constant emotion, or lack there of.

I just don't care.

I'm dealing with new responsibilities at work, school, and in my personal life and my focus is thinned out to the point that I can't look at myself and fix what's wrong.

Also, I am tired of dealing with all these women in my life that constantly "just want to be friends."

I have more friends in my life now than I have ever had and 90% of them are women that I've tried to hook up with but wound up being their friend.

And I'm tired of the ambiguity that is associated with it.

Why can't people say what they mean and mean what they say.

I'm not a perfect person by any means but I do my absolute best to convey the above in almost every situation and cannot tolerate people who do not.

Especially when they know how you feel and they do it just to abuse the power you have inadvertently given them.

The realization that I am a hopeless romantic has made me want to take a break from dealing with women because the ones that I know only want to hurt me.

Yet as this new year begins I am going to find a way to deal with these problems and continue to achieve my goals and dreams and I wish the same for you :)