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First December Post...

Ok, things are going well still.

I mean I still have bad days like last week when I missed the most amount of classes I have ever missed at a college (except for the time my Grandmother died).

I missed two days worth of classes and in a school that has semesters eleven weeks long that is a lot.

But I am still doing well.

I have to do a lot of assignments today for various classes but I am confident that I will do what needs to be done.

I am trying not to talk of Deena as much but I still think of her often.

We have unofficially, officially stopped speaking because of our last round of text messages.

I had started to flirt with her again in hopes of rekindling our romance but she became agitated and sent a very nasty text.

So I responded in kind basically saying that she was lying about her feelings and desires to me from the beginning and I let her because I was trying to be optimistic.

After that, she went into mobile mode which means she is avoiding me.

But what can you do.

If she really wanted to be with me she would have chosen to do so and not subject me to the "friend role" that she knows I despise.

I do miss her though and as of today this is the longest we've gone without communicating since we started talking to each other in July.

Anyway, onward and upward.

So Finals are coming up and I am not as worried as I usually would be.

I don't think I am going to do that well in two classes but I am doing great in three other classes.

My GPA for the semester might drop again but I am positive that I will be able to keep my job in the tutoring center.

As of the 16th of December I will be the senior work-study in the tutoring center with the departure of my "Friend."

He finally got another job (that he plans on keeping) and will no longer be needed at the tutoring center.

So good luck to that punk ass bitch he is going to need it.

I guess that is it for now.

There has been some new developments with another friend of mine but I do not want to speak of it as of yet.

Also thanks to the two commentators of my previous post, both were interesting and helpful.