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Finals begin this week.

I should be creating a bunch of web pages right now but I just don't care.

I should also be writing a term paper but again I don't care.

I should be going to the gym but, well you see the pattern forming, right?

I don't know why I feel this way.

I will begin addressing these feeling with my "Friend" on Thursday.

I mean I have moments of really good and long highs now.

Which is in stark contrast to the constant lows I usually live with.

Yet, I'm still worried.

Because the lows cause me to sort of stop functioning.

So now I gotta fight to "stay in the game" so to speak and keep moving forward cause I am not going back to the way I was.

Hence, I am now going to finish my web pages.