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Well, I've been involved with three different women in the last year.

One of them I was involved with twice.

And she has been playing me for the fool.

It is really hard to fathom how I could choose three completely different women and be screwed over by all three.

Yet that is now the situation.

I will no longer try to be nice to any woman that seems to like me.

The "niceness" has been beaten out of me by these people and I care not what happens to the next one in my life.

I am not going to be faithful to any one woman because it is a waste of energy on my part to try and be faithful to anyone but myself.

Harsh?

Maybe.

But I no longer care.