I do not blame myself for what happened anymore.

I am blame free.

But that does not erase the pain I feel, the hurt that is weakening my heart, and the anger that she is unaffected by her choices.

Standing up for myself just gives me more pain.

She is doing as she pleases now.

But when she is done and wants to come back...

Will I let her?

Should I??

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Some music to share with you today as well.

A group called CITY AND COLOUR.

I do not know anything about them and from this clip there only seems to be one member.

But here they are performing an acoustic version of Madonna's LOVE DON'T LIVE HERE ANYMORE.

It may be too drastic for how I feel this morning but it is really a beautiful cover song.

"Here is the description from MySpace.com, which is where I discovered the video:
City and Colour performs "Love Don't Live Here Anymore" exclusively on MySpace Transmissions."

Enjoy it.

I know I did.

City and Colour "Love Don't Live Here Anymore"