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I have a "date" with "Deena" for Saturday.

As you may know we were originally to go out Monday the 2nd but she decided to stay in DC an extra day.

Then the "thing happened" and we were in the holding pattern till I asked her if we were cool.

You guys know the answer to that.

So now I have to get over the shitty feeling I have from the "thing that happened."

She has forgiven me - but I can't forgive myself and I am projecting these feelings onto her and that is just going to screw us up more.

My appointment to talk about my problems can't get here fast enough.

I hope that there is a pill that can set me straight in my coconut.

*"Deena" just texted me back - God I love this.*

Nite.